The Chinese Mid-Autumn Festival was last Monday. It’s sort of like the Chinese version of Thanksgiving — a time for reflection, giving, and family.
I celebrated in my own way by reflecting a little on this blog of mine.
Sometimes, I click the”older posts” arrow on my blog a bunch of times until I get back to freshman year.
Sometimes, I have this urge to delete all of my old blog posts and start fresh, so I can have one of those pristine, consistent blogs like Smitten Kitchen or Martha Stewart.
I want to erase all of the times that 14-year-old me gave embarrassing Instagram “lifestyle” posts, the times my pictures were taken with a Pentax point-and-shoot, the times I listed “I Can’t Believe It’s Not Butter” as an ingredient, the times my font size was all wonky and I tried to sound like the Barefoot Contessa (and failed).
… but then there’d be nothing. So I stop, and restrain myself from pressing delete.
As tantalizing as the idea of a fresh start is, I don’t think I’ll ever do it. There’s something endearing about those old recipes, and having them lined up all neatly in order chronicles my life all the way from ratatouille to flaky mooncakes. All the way from being awkward during my Freshman Orientation scavenger hunt to sitting here as a Senior in the library, tapping away at my college applications. It’s my whole high school existence archived in buttercream, brownie batter, and banoffee banana bread. It includes all of those milestones: finding my blogging voice, learning how to get a DSLR, going to the emergency room while making layer cake, and getting butter inextricably wedged into the dials of my camera.
My backdrop has evolved from a leftover piece of poster-board from my 8th grade science fair project to the fancy-pants piece of marble that my dad got me for Christmas.
Yes, the perfectionist in me will surely look back at this time with this same sort of head-shaking disdain in a few months when I think I’ve got funnier stories, better backdrops, and tastier recipes than I do now. But isn’t that the whole point of a blog? We are moving onwards and upwards from here!
Here’s a tasty recipe for flaky mooncakes, traditionally eaten during the Mid-Autumn Festival. Something that hasn’t changed much since I started blogging is that I’ve still got to get this timing thing down so I can get you all these holiday recipes before the holiday happens. Planning, someday it will happen. Anyways, I was going to bring these in to my Chinese class, but ended up eating them all singlehandedly with my mom (sorry). The flaky crust is surprisingly simple to make — using an oil and water dough technique (much less tedious than rolling puff pastry. Give it a try!
With love,
Erica
This recipe makes four moon cakes, so feel free to double.
Ingredients
water dough:
1 cup all-purpose flour
1 tablespoon confectioner’s sugar
1/4 cup vegetable shortening or butter
1/2 cup water
oil dough:
1 cup all-purpose flour
1/4 cup vegetable shortening or butter (melted)
filling:
-red bean paste
-lotus paste
-coconut paste (recipe below)
topping:
one egg (for egg wash)
sesame seeds
Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F.
For the water dough, mix the flour, sugar, and shortening together roughly. Pour all of the water in at once and knead to form a soft dough. Set aside.
For the oil dough, mix the flour and melted shortening together to form dough.
Dust the water dough with flour and roll into a 1/2 inch thick circle. Roll the oil dough into a ball, place in the middle of the water dough, and seal it inside of the water dough.
Roll out the new ball of dough (the oil dough wrapped in the water dough), into an oval shape. Then, roll it up like a swiss roll. Turn it lengthwise, and roll out into an oval again. Roll up swiss roll-style once more, and roll out into a 1/2 inch thick oval once more.
Cut the oval into four even sections, fill each section with filling of choice and seal. Place seal side down on a baking sheet. Repeat with the remaining pastries. Brush each pastry with egg wash, sprinkle with sesame seeds, and bake for 25 minutes, or until golden brown.
Coconut paste:
1/2 cup cream of coconut or condensed milk
3/4 cup shredded coconut
1 teaspoon vanilla, matcha powder, or cocoa powder for flavoring (optional)
Mix all the ingredients together into a paste.
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loved this post erica:)
Good on you! I also get the urge to update old photos when I was adamant on using the flash every time… Could you please publish a post on how to choose (and then use) one's first DSLR? With all the options out there, it's impossible to make a final decision. Thanks.
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Don't ever hit delete. We were all awkward and fourteen once upon a time. Some forty years beyond fourteen, I still find inspiration in your old recipes and one day will try my hand at this one. It looks delicious!
The dough looks amazing – I bet it would be tasty with char sui filling 🙂
Oh gosh, going back and reading some of my old posts… they're so embarrassing. But I'll never get rid of them. That's why I love blogging so much is because you can go back like you said and reflect on your life! I think readers appreciate being able to go back and see the old you, too. Like that one time I read your blog for like two hours, haha!
No! Please don't delete your posts! I would lose some AMAZING recipes if you did that. Also, isn't it kind of fun to look through the blog and see how much you have grown and evolved as a blogger and a baker? 🙂
I relate to you so much Erica!
"Sometimes, I have this urge to delete all of my old blog posts and start fresh, so I can have one of those pristine, consistent blogs like Smitten Kitchen or Martha Stewart".
I read this 2 minutes after contemplating deleting a few of my pages because I was sick of how inconsistent they make my blog look…but perfectionism aside, other people really enjoy going through old stuff. I know I always so on other blogs. Not only is it helpful, but it is incredibly inspiring to see how someone progresses + develops their own style. When I first started blogging, I was really encouraged by the way that the 'big bloggers' shared their 'first posts' and cringey early blogging days. The reader doesn't see it in the light of perfectionism at all – that's just you 🙂
I love love love your honesty and beautiful style of writing and sharing. This is why I've long keep coming back!
Tash x
I know exactly what you mean about wanting to delete older posts. I even thought about keeping them but remaking and rephotographing everything, but in the end I came to the same conclusion as you. I think people like to see the journey; it's encouraging that we all started with uninspiring backdrops and inconsistent voices. It's proof that practice makes perfect. These mooncakes look delicious! I've never heard of them before, so thank you for introducing them to me.
I think I had a version of these at a mutual friends home, they were delicious!
These look absolutely perfect. The sesame seeds on top make them look professionally done 🙂
Loved this post! My blog is nowhere near as polished as yours, but I sometimes get an itchy finger over the delete button too! Your perspective is great though – those first few (… more than few in my case!) awkward posts are like a toddler's first shaky steps. A new blogger is like a child in some ways – constantly learning new things and improving. Looking through a blog's archives is one way to get to know a blogger as a human being, not a perfect writing & baking machine. There's value in that too; it just takes time to learn how to see it.
Beth x
P.s. I've never had a mooncake, but whatever they are, yours look wonderful!
Where are you? I am waiting for a new post impatiently!
I love your blog 🙂
Je m'inspire beaucoup de tes recettes
merci!
Your pictures look amazing! And, being a coconut lover, that coconut paste is making my mouth water!
The flaky crust of the moon cake is exquisite! What is your favorite holiday treat? Please share it on your Besty List! http://www.thebesty.com/cannellavita
Awesome recipe Erica! Love the filling! What restaurant have you had the best mooncakes? Remember to add it to your Besty List! http://www.thebesty.com/cannellavita
How delicious! What a spectacular food blog glad I found you! 🙂 xo~ Lena
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Hi Erica!
Hope all is well. I miss your posts and recipes and wonderful photography. Happy Holidays to you and your family.
hope all is well. i miss your posts and recipes. happy holidays
I love mooncake – these look so delicious and your photos are amazing!
I am a Pakistani blogger, and am so glad to follow u!! Happy blogging 🙂
I have to ask! Are you ever coming back to us? I have been waiting for new posts, and I check back in every time I make the Rosemary Cream Chicken (Which is very often!) and I am always sad to see that there is nothing new on here. Did you move to another site?